let go

aargh...
why is this happening...
asal...
i have to leave you forever...
coz i just cant bear with the pain
but who would be so stupid...
why would a sick person let go of its cure...

though my heart is being smashed like hell
though the pain i can't take
i still have to let you go
i want you with all my heart
but i think the best thing to do is to let you go

the pain you feel [if you feel anything]
its multiplied my 1oo
on how i feel it happening

i miss all the times we were so happy together
your laughter is echoed in my head
i want you back!!!
but you don't

my love for you is true
more truthful than anything in the past
first time a found a friend like you
i wish we could be together forever

the promise that i made..
i said it from the bottom of my heart
i want to keep it forever
but maybe you don't

the pain that i feel everytime i ignore you
but till the end of time i will still love you
you can ask anyone of my closest friend
how painful it is
how much i love you
i've told them my feelings
its infinte

now i'm letting you go
at the same time...
i'm also letting go of the reason why i live

but if you want me
call my name
tell me you want me back
tell me you feel the same